And now!!

its easy to not care. to not want to be a part of something. its harder to try to! sometimes we try so hard to walk away and say things like "im trying to get me together". thats an excuse! i'm more willing to go the extra mile, the distance. im willing to re-locate to have a better life. i need family. that is one of my goals. it seems that at every positive, there is a negative. not from the outside, but the inside.