Surprised

I've been surprised before. I've been speechless, I've even been flabbergasted, if such a state of being exists. Sometimes I don't know what to think or what to do. I guess right now I can say im exhausted!

What is it

What is it you want from me? I do the best I can to accomadate all, but there is a problem I'm having. Who takes care of the one taking care of everyone! I have been told I'm to nice, to good for some. That's my nature, until buttons are pushed, then I guess I'm an asshole! No, I'm just tired of being the "nice guys finish last" cliche. I really don't ask for much from people or a mate, but honesty and respect. Trust me though, if we ain't speakin, we ain't speakin!! As much as it may pain me to do so! I mean, I do have morals and standards, shit that I live by. I don't expect everyone to understand this, but such is my life. Since I come from a background where I had a strong mother, I appreciate women who do it theyself, but, I did however have father figures in my life, including my own father. Things like that make a difference in a childs upbringing, and can affect them as they are older. Affect their own relationship(s). It can be difficult to distinguish right from wrong if it was never shown!

Really Now!

It seems i have to learn to be able to spread my time wisely in the future. I mean it's amazing to me that it can be such a problem when some people don't get quality time! Its not like there is enough time in the day anyway. You have your children, yourself, the house, your partner, and work! Not in any specific order! But what do you do when your partner craves more time than you can give them at the moment? Especially when you have a young child involved from another relationship. Well you could throw in the towel and just say forget it! Probably so! Then again are we as people so selfish and dis-content with each other that we use this to leave a relationship. Has communication went the way of 8 tracks? Maybe something could've been done sooner, but no man or woman should ever become angry that the other spends a lot of time with their offspring. Maybe listen to why they do and try to understand! In that instant it can be made aware that the other may need a little more time. Maybe it would be understood better, but if the surface seems like that you are asking your partner to choose. The latter will lose every time. Kids come first, even if it means the relationship is going to take a turn for the worse!